Wednesday, January 30, 2008;
wow wow wow... i havent been online for the past 24hrs and so much things have happened! so damn busy with work and by the time i come back everyday super late and tired le. where got time to blog?
im posting this admist my tiredness cos i wanna set some things straight and put some ppl straight in their place.
Disclaimer: if u hate or dislike me thn i advise no not to read less u wanna post some psuedo name comment again.
FIRSTLY
>>> to the person posting under "myname" or should i say Mr How. I'm not dumb k? And fuck up ppl like u dun deserve any respect. Fancy going aft someone's gf aft break up. SO SO gentlemanly hor... hoping u'll catch a rebound? Haha. Sad to say u missed it! She's with u know who. See Ying, i told ya... i know wad he was up to. Fancy asking u out with a group of frens u totally dunno. And offering u a ride back... on his bike? Good way to get close ah... Mr How? How? CMI lor! Dun be a dusch man.
SECONDLY >>> Kelvin tang... nuthing much to say to u either... go read my tags. Can't be bothered to waste my time posting.
THIRDLY >>> the audacity of someone 'hacking' into my blog acct. Very smart move. Think i dunno ah. One missing blog... deleteddeliberately... why? scared ppl know the truth ah? and the cheek of amending my cbox post! well done... i told u dun fuck with me le... i give u leeway... ask u dun step my tail... step once not enuff... need to step another time? Ok... u good... we shall wait and see.
and fancy calling me names... so direct as to call me a 'fucker'... very good! i'm a guy of course im a fucker... so wad does tht make u? a 'fuckee'? lemme tell u... no i should say lemme warn u... dun cross the line... DUN even think about it.
So basically being dumped... i can't feel sad, depressed and still must accept wadever reasons or excuses you may offer? in a bid to save urself? well maybe if u were honest in the first place. things weren't be like this... but who cares now. u brought this upon urself.
All i did was to feel fuck up when u told me u got tog wif tht 'bak kua' and i can't feel sad or emotional? i didnt even complained it here or post it on my blog? i didn't even told anyone u got attached... and u conveniently assumed i spoiled ur reputation by how ppl reacted to u... stop being so naive. this is the real world. Look who's being emo right now... at least u have sumone to complain to k? i dun... be thankful.
Anyway i wanna close this chapter. So i wish u all the best wadever u do and will become in the future. i may forgive... but i'll nvr forget the last days of which the things u told me tht really tore me apart. just be happy in wad u do la... none of my business but at least u'll be happy... i hope!
To the rest... think wad u wanna think, believe wad u wanna believe. i dun give a damn... cos at least i know who cares. and why should i care bout wad u think. Just get on wif life...
Lovefree 
10:41:00 PM
Monday, January 28, 2008;
seriously i dun give a fuck now... wadever u say wadever u do! u can be happy... u can have a good life or miserable one... tht's ur fucking problem... u know why? cos u dun derserve my respect nor my concern... not one bit!
the cheek of u to say i spoil ur reputation... fuck to u! i didnt do shit... i'm so busy and saddened by wad happen and u think i have the whole fucking time in the world to tell everyone ur 'story'... pls la... get a life and dun be so paranoid... so readily pointing fingers at everyone one... but do u know u r ppointing 3 fingers back at urself. there i see a pile of crap with files surrounding... thank goodness i'm not one of them.
how many fucking more lies do u have? i'm sure there are tons... i'm not aware of... and now i really dun give a fuck! lies lies lies... nuthing but lies... u know it urself... u can bluff the whole world... u can't bluff urself...
u caused me to say all these things... u just have to step on my tail... i just wanted to move on and not create any scene... NO!!! u had to fucking do it... good riddance to u.
2 time me say 2 time la... why still make things look so nice... if u didnt' flirt wif tht fucker tht night... u think he will action?
so much for being so sad aft break up and still can go trip... of course can la... he's there wad...isn't it all the more better?
say wad sick of rs, wanna be alone and enjoy urself for a long long time? BULLSHIT!!!
so many more... hey u said kelvin dumped u... izzit true? Or maybe u dumped him?
i'm fucking pissed... at myself for being so stupid and doing all i can and yet still being undermined totally...
pei-ing u whenever at anyplace anytime... means nuthing... u really just wanna challenge my pride and dignity right? miss i'm-always-right-and-everyone's-wrong!
ur parents say i stingy... the least u could have done was to stand up for me... but no! wad they really think of me is wad u told them. u know how many fucking times i spoke up for u tht i argued wif my mum?
let me tell u... life's not a fairytale... if u still stay like this... u'll just fuck urself in the end... u say everyone hates u cos i spoke to them? wad a joke! ppl have eyes to see and brains to think ok? yah good to paint a bad picture of me so u have more good reasons to tell ppl why u dump me right? so u can tell ur 'piggy' how bad i was right? lemme tell u tht's just downright jian!
i was wrong... totally worng... and i'm glad it's over...
lemme tell u one thing... u fuck wif me... u fuck wif the wrong guy... nice and giving ppl when they get angry and pissed off... u wish u didnt know me.
i wanna see where all ur bullshit reasoning gonna take u... wad i know him so damn long we totally understand each other! to me he's one cunning fella. take caution! and not going aft anyone for 7yrs... u think korean drama ah... wake up lah... thts retared crap. and u believe... haha...i should have seen it right from the start... someone wif 7 pass bfs and some still clinging on... sumthing must be fucking wrong... i was just blinded!
dun think u r angel... lemme tell u... u r not. Yes i loved u... so much it hurts... but u DUN DESERVE ANY OF MY LOVE! putting myself down and standing all ur nonsense this past 1 yr... why? cos i loved u... but not anymore... cos u'll be my hate when i want love.
my biggest regret was me trying so damn hard to pls u and be wif u tht i neglected my family... and my dad isnt around anymore... and i couldnt spend anymore time wif him.
there's just too much more to say here but i dun wan to waste anymore time and energy cos i got better things to do. if u read this too bad... if u dun... others will know the truth... so just fuck off and leave me alone and i dun want anything to do wif u... i'm sad i had to go thru this... but i'm glad i'm not delusioned anymore.
NO THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES... do u believe in KARMA! Wad goes around comes around!
Lovefree
10:27:00 PM
ps ps... to all who is waiting for my entry... i abit the nua... i try to post sumthing within the next few days ok? i slpy sia... tml still need to work...
anyway life this week kinda like roller coaster sia... so many things happened... actually only one thing la that caused all this ding-donging... finally over liao... things can go back as normal.
sian tml hafta work... i really hate working for ppl. i seriously considering doing my own business aft my temp period ends... be own boss... wish me all the best. wun forget all those tht stood by me... muahaha...
got 2 more new magic tricks coming up... swee... anyway wanna see? sure will kena stun one... muahahaha.... akan datang!
lemme leave u all wif a qoute "champions take chances... pressure is a privilege"
to all the things that bring me down... just as my good fren would say... fuck it!
woohoo... happy? definitely.
amazed at myself for doing sumthing bold today... and it worked out! dam funni! muahaha
great week ppl!
Lovefree
12:30:00 AM
Saturday, January 19, 2008;
Woah...survived my 1st week at Barclays... woohoo... no major hiccups... nt
so bad. but day 1 & 2 was madness... cramping all i needed to know
and handling all those banking jargon was no easy feat... luckily gotppl to support. but i still think i'm still blur about most things. Have to refer to my 'notes' to get things done. LOL. The working environment here seems nicer too... as compared to CS. Haha. Hopefully things will go well in the next 3 weeks.
The house renovations almost completing liao. Both toilets are done... but are door less. LOL. the master room has wooden flooring now. nice! and tml they gonna install the wardrobe. next thing i hope can do up the ohter 2 rooms... thn can have my own room le =) YAY.
Super tired now... going to slp le. thank goodness no need work on sat... can slp late...
laterz
Lovefree
12:21:00 AM
Monday, January 14, 2008;
lonely... i am so lonely... i have nobody to call my own... woo woo woo...
Lovefree
12:02:00 AM
Saturday, January 12, 2008;
yeah finally can get a hold of myself... it wasn't easy for the past 2 weeks or so...
gonna start working on mon... fianlly working again... this time will be a barclays. although it's temp... i hope they can convert me aft tht. haha.
the house almost there.. fin renovations soon. but it's still messy. the trouble of cleaning up is madness.
well i hope things turn out for the better... and i know it will... i hope ppl still read my blog. if have pls leave a msg in the chatbox ok? ty... lol
ok i gotta try make this blog more lively...hmmm...any ideas anyone?
Lovefree
12:36:00 PM
