hey ppl... finalyy overcame my laziness to blog... to appease my faithful readers... or wadsz left of them... lol
just to update... im still in Barclays... LOL.. extended for another 3 months but in another dept... Compliance this time... more of the monitoring and regulatory portion of a bank... so far so good... not as stress... cos i dun have to jaga trades anymore...
well it's a good thing in a way... at least i get to taste a different aspect in a bank to have a clearer picture of wad the whole bank is actually doing... then i can decide wad i want to do... the pays fine too... maybe slightly lesser than any starting pay if i find a job outside... not a bad deal aft all... swee la...
sumthing interesting happened to me somewhat previous night, last night and today... suddenly tht 'feeling' just doesn't exist anymore... i can safely say... i've moved on... maybe not totally... but the majority i would say... yes to all my frens out there... sorry for being the whiney ass this 2 months or so... lol
but yah... i would say... revelation has don upon me... finally... no more sadness... dissapointment maybe, self regret maybe... but who wouldn't right? nuthing to hold me back anymore... it's true... loving someone it's 3 fold; family, the personality, the person... it's just not love alone but 3 different aspects that must be met... love it's a 2 way traffic... loving someone shouldn't be so hard... and my family's wellfare is also at stake... i dun think i can trust someone to take care of my family if she can't even love them... i just dun see it... lucky me... =)
see la jerry... all your fault... nb if only you didn't jio me to BKK... lol
at least i have a new focus in life now... and it's for the better... i aim 5 years... to make a name for myself... and things will go from there.... =)
miss you daddy... but i know you're always there... i can feel it.
ok sleep liao... tml work b4 the weekend... have some plans... to relax. swee... life's on the up slope again... nice nice...
take care everyone... Godspeed with you! Nitez.
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