seriously i dun give a fuck now... wadever u say wadever u do! u can be happy... u can have a good life or miserable one... tht's ur fucking problem... u know why? cos u dun derserve my respect nor my concern... not one bit!
the cheek of u to say i spoil ur reputation... fuck to u! i didnt do shit... i'm so busy and saddened by wad happen and u think i have the whole fucking time in the world to tell everyone ur 'story'... pls la... get a life and dun be so paranoid... so readily pointing fingers at everyone one... but do u know u r ppointing 3 fingers back at urself. there i see a pile of crap with files surrounding... thank goodness i'm not one of them.
how many fucking more lies do u have? i'm sure there are tons... i'm not aware of... and now i really dun give a fuck! lies lies lies... nuthing but lies... u know it urself... u can bluff the whole world... u can't bluff urself...
u caused me to say all these things... u just have to step on my tail... i just wanted to move on and not create any scene... NO!!! u had to fucking do it... good riddance to u.
2 time me say 2 time la... why still make things look so nice... if u didnt' flirt wif tht fucker tht night... u think he will action?
so much for being so sad aft break up and still can go trip... of course can la... he's there wad...isn't it all the more better?
say wad sick of rs, wanna be alone and enjoy urself for a long long time? BULLSHIT!!!
so many more... hey u said kelvin dumped u... izzit true? Or maybe u dumped him?
i'm fucking pissed... at myself for being so stupid and doing all i can and yet still being undermined totally...
pei-ing u whenever at anyplace anytime... means nuthing... u really just wanna challenge my pride and dignity right? miss i'm-always-right-and-everyone's-wrong!
ur parents say i stingy... the least u could have done was to stand up for me... but no! wad they really think of me is wad u told them. u know how many fucking times i spoke up for u tht i argued wif my mum?
let me tell u... life's not a fairytale... if u still stay like this... u'll just fuck urself in the end... u say everyone hates u cos i spoke to them? wad a joke! ppl have eyes to see and brains to think ok? yah good to paint a bad picture of me so u have more good reasons to tell ppl why u dump me right? so u can tell ur 'piggy' how bad i was right? lemme tell u tht's just downright jian!
i was wrong... totally worng... and i'm glad it's over...
lemme tell u one thing... u fuck wif me... u fuck wif the wrong guy... nice and giving ppl when they get angry and pissed off... u wish u didnt know me.
i wanna see where all ur bullshit reasoning gonna take u... wad i know him so damn long we totally understand each other! to me he's one cunning fella. take caution! and not going aft anyone for 7yrs... u think korean drama ah... wake up lah... thts retared crap. and u believe... haha...i should have seen it right from the start... someone wif 7 pass bfs and some still clinging on... sumthing must be fucking wrong... i was just blinded!
dun think u r angel... lemme tell u... u r not. Yes i loved u... so much it hurts... but u DUN DESERVE ANY OF MY LOVE! putting myself down and standing all ur nonsense this past 1 yr... why? cos i loved u... but not anymore... cos u'll be my hate when i want love.
my biggest regret was me trying so damn hard to pls u and be wif u tht i neglected my family... and my dad isnt around anymore... and i couldnt spend anymore time wif him.
there's just too much more to say here but i dun wan to waste anymore time and energy cos i got better things to do. if u read this too bad... if u dun... others will know the truth... so just fuck off and leave me alone and i dun want anything to do wif u... i'm sad i had to go thru this... but i'm glad i'm not delusioned anymore.
NO THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES... do u believe in KARMA! Wad goes around comes around!
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