woohoo... have been living in denial.
self pity is like a drug... once u get addicted... u get screwed like reality.
self pity comes from ego... whether big or small. it's like a virus... it'll just eat u up till u die.
Seriously life is at it's deepest pits now... Thanks Murphy for you Law.
My relationship wif Mum is not good either. i wonder why? Maybe i'm just to protective.
Not the time to be magnanimous, time to cover ur own ass...
Gotta
change my self pitiful, useless and delusional self... cos no one aint
gonna help me! We always think to ourselves that we given more than
others... blinded by this we fail to see wad others have done. But one
may have to be realistic...
Get on wif life. Just gotta push it urself then. Wait till the time comes then we'll see? Game on.
Reuben> Jebsen asked for golf this coming week, good timing too... gonna let the balls feel my wrath. Time to put my irons to good use. Missing the Young Brudders days. Well both of u have committments now... this all seems so Dejavu couple years back ya? lol
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