no words can describe how i'm feeling now... the best i can say is the same feeling i had when my dad pass away.
IT'S OVER!!! Dear wants out...
I HATE MYSELF... I HATE BEING FAT... I HATE EATING SO MUCH... I HATE BEING INCAPABLE... WELL DONE PAUL... WINNER OF SUPER FUCKING SCREWED UP ASS FOR 2007. WHAT A WAY TO END THE YEAR... ON XMAS DAY... SUPER GOOD PRESENT RIGHT!
FUCK ME LA. DELUSIONAL SELF CENTRED BASTARD.
SIGNING OFF... NO POINT RANTING. GOING TO KNOCK MYSELF OUT. ANYONE CALL TO CHECK IF IM STILL ALIVE.
THAT'S IF ANYONE STILL CARES
7:44:00 AM