A long awaited post i guess... if anyone's still reading...
It has been about a month and a half since Daddy left us... I'm still feeling the emptiness and sadness even though I might look strong. It's not easy... it really isn't .
Everyone's affected, esp Mum and Sis. Dear is definitely affected too... IM SO SORRY...
Working now at Credit Suisse on a 2 month assignment... hopefully it goes well and I can convert to perm so at least the job part will be settled. So many outstanding issues haven't been resolved yet and my Mum is having the hardest hit. All those legal issues and loose ends that my Dad left behind. I just hope things would be soon be settled and we can all move on.
Dear has started out work in school again... thts good. At least she'll have a monthly income and not be worrying about spending. I know this whole MOE thing is taking a toll on her. I can't do much on my part (not education minister) so the least i can do is to be there to support and comfort her.
Today was our 8th month anniversary... didn't do much, just had dinner and movie. Both of us were dead tired too. Well just had a talk with Dear awhile ago... seems like things are getting a toll on her as well. Sometimes i just feel tht i might not put my feelings across right and this affects things esp our relationship. I feel so DUMB bout this. Dear i do understand you and i truly love you. Maybe sometimes i just dun express myself correctly. This is defintely not an excuse. I really appreciate all tht you've done, sacrificed and tolerated.
I've learn one new thing tonight... from the movie - Licence To Wed. In a relationship, we must always look from the other person's perspectively... thts the key to a sucessful realtionship and all issues and quarrels can be settled and thus making the bond stronger. Dear, I'm definitely gonna look more from your perspective from now on. WE CAN PULL THINGS THROUGH!!! Cos you are BEARY LOVED by yours truly!
It's a little pass time but Happy 8th Month!!!
I'll try to post more regularly so keep a look out! ciaoz ppl
Daddy thanks for the past 24 years of time spent together. Bless and watch over us all and till we meet again. I MISS YOU!
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